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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

 Bertahun-tahun mengikut dakwah dan tarbiyyah (D&T) , ada masa-masa tertentu saya berasa kerdil dan lemah. Saya bertanya pada diri, "Sekian lama aku dalam tarbiyyah. Kenapa macam tak ada peningkatan?"


 Apatah lagi untuk menjadi naqib usrah untuk adik-adik, saya merasa terlalu tidak layak untuk menjadi murabbi, melihatkan ikhwah-ikhwah lain yang jauh lebih qawiy dan hebat tarbiyyah mereka.

 Saya mengalami inferiority complex. Mutabaah harian ada lompong-lompong. Solatnya, qurannya, qiamnya.

 Aku kembali bertanya pada diri,"Apakah bebanan dakwah ini layak digalas hamba yang berlumur maksiat dan ingin berehat-rehat?"

 Muhasabah diri. Don't ever give up, to myself dan semua sahabat-sahabat yang mengalaminya.
"Wahai Rabb yang membolak-balikkan hati-hati ini, tetapkanlah hati-hati ini di dalam agamaMu dan dalam ketaatan kepadaMu."

 Ameen.

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